the emptiness has never left

hmm...hi everyone...or anyone who reads this. Just realised i haven't posted anything for more than 2 weeks. A lot had happened these 2 weeks....but i wouldn't say it is exciting. Anyway...let me recall what happened 2 weeks ago. Erm...well, i visited my great grandma 2 saturdays ago. And err...school has been good so far. i'm really enjoying my classmates alot more than people in church now. then err...something happened...not good at all. not saying it here...but i've shared with 3 people. Thank God for them. Encouraged me when i was almost in the deepest pit in my whole life. Really appreciate them :) Although i'm still not over it, at least they cheered me up...and one of them did alot of funny actions to cheer me up... haha.. :) Erm...didn't feel like going for yf last week but dragged myself there in the end. mmm...camp planning is also on the way. hmm..ya. err...oh yes, played squash last tuesday with uncle siong teck and uncle fatt weng only. nobody else came...wasted my time...could tell they were also sian that there were only 3 of us there. I don't know who will go tmr...i won't be surprise if only the 2 uncles played. yeah...anyway, went hiking last saturday with yf and yaf to bukit timah nature reserve. no comments. BUT thanks to yukai's idea, i managed to video shelia, gwyn and josiah jumping. err...go see facebook video. studied in church yesterday...ya. Today, great! I GOT TO SEE JACK AND RAI PERFORMING LIVE!!! in my school!!! whoo hooooooooo!!! awesome man!! The youtube videos were great, LIVE performance was just way way way cool! too bad didn't get to take a picture with them. oh well, its alright. :) i'm contented. started my driving today too...quite boring though. instructor talk to me for 3/4 of the lesson. left 1/4 of the lesson to let me play with the clutch, changing gears and the acceleration pedal. ftt tmr...lovely...i haven't study. OH YES, liverpool trashed s'pore yesterday. love it! it was almost a full first team squad for liverpool, with TORRES, alonso, reina, reira, kuyt, babel, agger, carrahger, insua and macherano...thats like almost half of the first team squad. FANTASTIC! err....ok i have nothing else to say already.